Back in college, I used to always joke that if I couldn't find a rich man to marry, I would just get involved in a massive scandal and sell the rights to the story to Lifetime and be made into a cheesy movie. Of course I was only joking, but in hindsight maybe that's what I should have done. Now I'm just caught up in a mess, and I feel like I'm living every day in a soap opera or daytime movie. So I guess a few basics to start:
The People
These are just a few the important people in my life
Gina
My best friend since middle school. I confide in her with all my deepest secrets. She lives just outside of town with her husband:
Tommy
I had the biggest crush on him in high school. He and Gina started dating senior year, but I never told her that I liked him because she knew I did first. The only secret I've ever kept from Gina is the fact that I drunkenly confessed my feelings for Tommy at their wedding and kissed him. He promptly pushed me away and told me that he loved Gina, but didn't think we should tell her. Things have been awkward between us ever since.
Ralph
My Brother. We're not nearly as close as we used to be, and I really miss that, but if he knew about the things that go on in my life, he would never look at me the same. I'd rather be distant and have him love me than be close and judged.
Dave
My Husband, the love of my life. He is an amazing man who has no idea what he's gotten himself in to, and I"m terrified that I'll lose him when he finds out.
Kevin
My Husband's stepbrother, and lifelong rival. Their parents married when Dave was only 4 so they've been around each other a long time.
and the only person that leaves is...
Me
I guess there's way too much to know about me for a little blurb, but here it goes. I grew up in a town with no secrets, and I hated that life. When I graduated, I moved to a much bigger area, and here there are so many secrets that it is hard to find the truth. Because of this I have found myself often ashamed of my actions. You see, what is most important right now is the fact that I am pregnant. The doctors say I am having twins. My husband is ecstatic, and I would be too if I were sure that they were his. My husband owed Kevin a lot of money... and let's just say that the two of us were able to work out a payment plan that I cannot say I am proud of. I guess I will know who the father is in mid May...
I will do my best to keep my blog updated so that someone, even if it is nobody I know, can know the truth about me...
