Tea and Small Talk

That's as far as I got with Gina today...
I went to her house and saw how happy she was to see me, and I just couldn't tell her.  We caught up a lot with the small details of our lives for the past few weeks.  She congratulated me on my pregnancy again, and I pretended to be as happy as I should be. I've missed her a lot, and I really hope that over the next few weeks we can get back to a place where I can tell her my secrets.
I feel so completely alone and I just need someone who can know who I really am, but I don't want to burden any of my loved ones with this secret... I guess in a few months it might be out anyway.
I know I should tell Dave, but I just can't stand to break his heart.  That's why I wish I could tell Gina... I guess I can, and that means I probably should...